Crew Member Discloses Depression Following Wave of Backlash Following Journey
A Vietnamese-American astronaut has publicly detailed her battle with depression after enduring a “tsunami of harassment” in the aftermath of a pioneering women-only spaceflight.
The 34-year-old activist – recognized as a researcher and activist – was part of the 11-minute suborbital flight in April, which also included celebrity crewmates.
The much-publicized journey was heavily criticized by some, who challenged its value and environmental footprint.
Reflecting on the experience, the astronaut, who was celebrated as the first Vietnamese woman in space, stated the negative reaction buried her dreams under an torrent of sexist abuse.
“I explained the depression could persist for a long time,” Ms. Nguyen stated in a public message, describing a phone call from a fellow crew member in the days following the flight.
She portrayed the subsequent media coverage and social media frenzy as an “onslaught no human brain has evolved to endure”.
“Stuck in Texas, I spent a week unable to rise from my bed,” she confessed. “Weeks after, I was forced to terminate a call, my voice choked by tears.”
Eclipsed by Backlash
Ms. Nguyen, who has conducted studies in women's health research and operated research during the mission, said everything she had worked for – from her studies and years of training to the historic significance of her roots – was buried under the avalanche of gendered attacks.
She is widely recognized for her tireless campaigning championing the cause of survivors of assault.
Her own aspiration for spaceflight was paused after being assaulted during her time as a student, leading to a long campaign for accountability.
Finding Solid Ground
Now, eight months after achieving her goal, she has stated the deepest pain is gradually receding, and she acknowledged the well-wishers whose messages of encouragement pulled her through. “You all saved me,” she affirmed.
She concluded that despite the negativity, important benefits had emerged from the experience, including spotlight on her women's health research and platforms for her activism.
Flight Details
The fully automated spacecraft lifted off from its launch site in April, carrying the historic roster on a brief suborbital flight that passed the Kármán line of space.
The team of pioneers also featured leaders in various fields.
The enterprise behind the mission is a commercial aerospace company founded by a prominent billionaire entrepreneur.